Happiness!

It has been a strange few weeks since the last post. The feeling of father hood is there but it has not yet sunk in. I think due to the distance between Maria and myself, I have not been able experience being the supportive partner I will have to become. Once we are together again I am sure it will start to become real.
I have watch a dvd entitled "The Secret". It was on Oprah and by my surprise I new someone who had a copy. It was very strange to watch this DVD. The secrect, if you must know, is the law of attraction. You attract things you want in your life through your thoughts, feelings, emotion and actions. Sounds simple right? Well to be positive and happy ALL the time is very hard but its getting easy. Know want you REALLY want is the easy part. Seeing yourself and with it, believing you will get it is a little harder. But by far the hardest part is to integrate it into every part of your life. When you feel tired or down normally it spirals into a bad day, but today I felt this happening and turned the day on its head by acknowledging how I felt and making the effort to be happy, greatful, and positive. Since watching the secret I feel more good things are happening to me. Some will say coincidence but has anything good ever happened to them!!! I count 3 things that have happened as a result of changed thinking. I know its not wishful thinking, its positive energy!!!

Thats it from me and my inspirational blundering!!
Good night and Sweet dreams to all.

ps. I'm very Happy!!

The Happiest Day of My Life

I am going to be a DAD!!!!
Maria went to the toilet and did the pregancy test. What was my worst fear was also a dream come true. The minute that passed while waiting for the test to tell us what we both already new was not a nervous one for me. But when Maria said "Yep, thats what I thought......Its Positive" I couldn't keep the smile off my face. The whole next day I couldn't keep the smile off my face.

It is amazing feeling and to be apart from you partner when you find out is a very strange feeling to say the least. You can't give each other a hug or kiss. You can't jump up and down and shout. All you can do is say great news.....congratulations.....How do you feel about that?

Well now the real work begins! :-) While Maria is throw up and feeling nautious, I am on the other side of the world doing what I love. That hardly seems fair, but I miss her incredibly and even it sounds like she is dieing, I want to be there dieing with her. Due to genetics i'll never fully comprehend what she is going through but its harder not being physically there by her side to support her.

There ends the First Ever blog of the Calrey Family. May there be many more!!!!